The dreadful thing, which the girl had anticipated no more than a collision of the earth with a comet, and which her faithless lover had been half-consciously planning for weeks, had just happened. The taxicab was speeding through the deserted Sixty-sixth Street underpass from the east to the west side of the park. Honey Beaton cringed in a corner of the back seat as though she had been struck, her face tear-stained and bowed, her left hand tightly gripping a metal bracket, her whole body shrinking against the side of the car as though she feared nothing so much as that Andrew Reale might touch her. Indeed, this gallant had endeavored to quiet her grief with a caress, only to be repulsed with a vehemence that startled his very soul. Now he sat in confusion, gazing at the appalling havoc he had wrought. There was little in the girl’s appearance to recommend her to the buyers of beauty now, as she wailed, clutched her tumbled yellow hair, gnashed her teeth and contorted her face in the fury of a death-wounded heart. In vain did Andrew attempt to interject words of comfort or apology; she seized on every phrase as it came from his mouth, twisted it into a bitter denunciation and made it an occasion for a fresh paroxysm of misery. The taxi swung around corners, stopped like a trained metal beast at the flash of red lights, and moved again with a grinding whine of old gears as the lights snapped green. The broad back, round head, and wide ears of the driver might have been made of the dead substance of the automobile, for all the acknowledgment he made of the horrid scene behind him, and for all the attention that the agonized lovers paid him.
The girl’s passion, after raging for twenty minutes in mounting crescendos, began to spend itself her sobs subsided, her wild and incoherent utterances ceased and she fell to quiet weeping, her face averted from Andrew. He, still stunned by the force and surprise of her outburst, dared not speak. The sight of the balanced, placid Laura as a maddened female had been a disturbing one, and (as he thought), he felt immense tenderness, sympathy, and regret for her, but he had no doubt of the wisdom of his course, and no intention of being diverted from it by the overpraised power of a woman’s tears. Not only had Honey Beaton’s lust been dimmed by her lapse into hysterics, but he even felt a strange, obscure glow of satisfaction, of which the storm he had raised in this desirable breast was somehow the cause. When the taxicab drew up before the girl’s apartment building and she automatically moved to get out, Andrew suddenly felt that he did not want the exchange to end. He had to persuade Honey that he had done well, for her as well as for himself, and sensed a confidence in the reasonings that quickly gathered to the portals of his tongue. Gently he detained her in her seat, and began to talk. Drying her eyes, Laura listened with wan attentiveness in an otherwise immobile face.
The meter clicked on and the driver sat with the patience of an old priest, his eyes looking straight ahead at the dark, lonely avenue splashed here and there with the electric sign of a tavern or delicatessen, as the ambitious young man poured forth his apology. After all the declarations, proposals, jiltings, seductions, rupture, reconciliations, and denouements which the driver had heard in the rude confessional of the front seat, screened by the perfect anonymity of the back of his head, he was as wearily wise as Ecclesiastes, and he scarcely had an ironic sigh left for the pattern of words which Andrew Reale was earnestly improvising under the impression that it was the first time in history that a decamping lover had ever been so considerate and lucid.
pg 161 — 163
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